Tuesday, June 2, 2015

Dawn and Dusk

   There are two magical times in nature that any hunter, photographer, or simple admirer will point to; dawn and dusk.  While the majority of the world may revel in the bright warm sunlight for their outdoor activities, those truly intimate with nature seek these daily fringes.  What is it about these times that hold us so magically captivated? Certainly the beauty of sunsets and sunrises have unfathomable attraction. The various hues of orange, gold, purple, and fire red can render the otherwise blue-and-black canvas a whirlpool of chaotic wonder. I sometimes fancy that these displays are a special reward for those who leave the warmth of their comfortable beds to awake with the frosty dawn and delay returning to them until the yawning expanse of evening has grudgingly given way to night.

   
   For me there is more though, a more primordial love for dawn and dusk.  Both my love for photography and hunting are unified in an excitement piqued before the sun begins its daily trek and after it descends to make the journey around again.  For it is during these times nature seems most real, most alive.  Birds sing in the morning, a song to reassure each other that they are still there after the long night, and again in the evening as if to wish each other a good night.  Squirrels scurry busily about with renewed fervor in the morning and with increased purpose as dusk falls.  Elk and deer retreat from their feeding in the open meadows to the safety of the woods as the cover of night retreats from the sun, and venture out to fill their empty stomachs after the fiery orb has nourished the grass they rely on.  To all of this I am but a witness, an observer locked out of the true cycle of nature.  For soon after night fall I will return home, to comforts necessary for my species survival. In the morning I will awake and venture forth to nature again, having missed the regenerative time that exists in the duality of activity and slumber.  As I watched the sunset recently in Rocky Mountain National Park, listening to turkeys calling as they strutted off to their roosts, watched the elk feeding contentedly in the meadow, followed the different birds as they streaked to their nests, I was reminded of this separation.  While we may love nature, enjoy it, revel in it, and try to capture it in a myriad of ways, we are unequivocally divided from it.  And it is this division from it, this “otherness” that gives nature its beauty. Just as dawn and dusk dividing the day from the night give each circadian sect its beauty.